i have noticed as of late that life has decided to make really quick turns and spins. sometimes i fool myself into believing that if it would just slow a titch and maybe not twist quite so aggressively that i would like it better. but i think i understand now that i would not like that at all.
i like my life full of surprise. the obvious solution to the excitement and tumult would be to try and slow down or manage myself differently. but i don't and when i consider a less interesting path i inevitably infuse adventure and (perhaps a bit more accurately) chaos back into my days... nights... hours... minutes. i like it better that way. helps me remember that i'm a living breathing being.
some of the side effects i could probably live without. but my guess is someday i'll make the decision to take it down a notch. or two. or four. until then i like this. i like energy. i like challenge. i like measurable outcome. i like my life and the people in it. i'm just not willing to alter that right now. some good and some bad is giving me pretty remarkable results. if i remove bad i could eliminate a component of good. not interested.
i feel so zen.
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