it's interesting to hear the same story from a different perspective. things that are simple or have little or no consequence to one person might be seen as bizarre or possibly even corrupt by some one else. i suppose it has everything to do with our own life stories. how we were raised and how we deal or overcome obstacles in our day-to-day lives.
look, i don't really care what people say or do to me, but don't mess with the people i care about just because you perceive that i've done something wrong. i do my life my way and the best i know how. i'm a highly spiritual person and seek guidance in just about everything. i work to overcome my weakness and i support people in their dreams. i'm a romantic and enjoy highly imaginative people. although i have learned (since engaging in marriage and the experience of raising children) to appreciate stability to a degree, my life draws all of it's energy from the "what might be possible if..." and huge doses of spontaneity.
i would rather spend an entire draining and ridiculous day positioning myself for one spectacular look at something... spectacular, than eating or sleeping. it's only 24 hours. there will be another 24 hours right behind it after all. i can eat or sleep anytime. but truly spectacular only comes around when you watch for it.
i have had some really great people come through my life. each of them offered something different to help me form who i am. i am grateful to those who didn't stand in their way out of petty jealousy. you can't judge me just because you don't agree with me. you can try but i won't worry about it and it probably won't change who i am or how i live my life.
my advice is to get over yourself and live you own life. find your own groove and rumble on. after all, life is about the pursuit of your own version of 'spectacular'. why would you waste your precious time worrying about mine?
2.3.09
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